Okay, so today, I had this jazz festival concert. Yesterday, I didn't bring the permission slip, so my band director got mad, then replaced me during rehearsal. So I decided to just stay home, I didn't know what to do. So today, I just got a text from my friend, who's over there, saying that “He’s mad”
Now listen please, the phrase “He's mad” was enough to make me go crazy. When my band director is mad, it's terrifying. He's not all aggressive and violent throwing pencils, it's quite the opposite. He's quiet, smiling as he makes you crouch in fear, saying every possible thing against you, and once you've been roasted, he will have a 95% chance of kicking you out of the program. And that's...uuuuugh. I'll face him on Monday. Seriously, your moms hand will never hurt as much as his words. They aren't mean and swear words. They are against you words.
So this, by far, has to be one of the biggest mistakes I have made in my entire life. EVER. Can someone just help me calm my anxiety because I'm really feeling like crouching in a dark corner and never coming out right now.